Had an unsettling dream the other night I was in a house of rotting wood surrounded by every toy from my childhood piled on tabletops, scattered about the floor every corner of the room another slice of nostalgia I remembered everything long since lost, broken, and forgotten how did it all get here? What is someone trying to say to me sending this dream this way to me? I haven't even thought of these things in decades could it still mean something for today? soft blue plastic car with the strange yellow wheels I remember we called it "Susie" the old See n Say with the stickers ripped off in exactly the same way the shoelace with the colored tube beads tied to the end (don't remember why I did that) What is someone trying to say to me sending this dream this way to me? I haven't even thought of these things in decades could it still mean something for today? Then, as I watched in horror, the ground started shaking, things started breaking, thingskssk xxxx iss x iieldskdjalksckmxxx dwkjdkqw craxck in djk akawld lkndfjeej j a asj kjnfnef kekixx xx earthquake swallxwed everything destroyed everything.... not a splinter left. What is someone trying to say to me? Sending screwed up dreams like this to me? I hadn't even thought of those things in decades does this dream mean something something for today? (probably not)

use. less. cowards. whine. use. less. little. cowards. make. shit. up. use. less. cowards. whine. use. less. little. cowards. make. shit. up. Y Y Y Y Why can't you just get over me? Why can't you just grow up? I spent too much time on you I wasted all my time Why can't you just go fxxx off? Just fxxx off and die?? No one fxxxing likes you! (everything you say adds to the meter everything about you makes me wanna break things I hate you more than anyone worse, hate isn't the opposite of love like it should be) Can't you get a normal hobby? Can't you get a normal hobby? This has gone on too far! We're all tired of hearing it! Why can't you just get over me? Why can't you just grow up? I spent too much time on you I wasted all my time Why can't you just go fxxx off? Just fxxx off and die?? No one fxxxing likes you! really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. really. (Y Y Y Y XX, XY Why be "X" and "Y?" Why even need another someone-something-chemical? Why make it such a puzzle?) use. less. cowards. whine. use. less. little. cowards. make. shit. up. up. up. up. Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Why? Why? Really, why??

The vocals were improvised and recorded all in one take. So I don't remember what the lyrics are...